Sta.sh
For the second time within two years, my dad's off to California. Of course I'm sad about it [devastated] but I'm trying to be optimistic.
a) He was called back by the manager personally
b) There is a 90% chance of his contract being extended
c) He has a job
It's been tough these past few months with him going to Cali then coming back, searching for a job, working here in Canada and now going back to Cali. I just... I'm not even back from Poland yet. That's right, I'm still in Poland and not even back in Canada. I've been gone 54 days and I don't even get to see my dad before he disappears for 4 months. So I have to wait until Christmas to see him, meaning he misses my birthday (November). I know my 17th birthday is not that important, but he missed my 16th as well. Either way, last year he bought me a digital camera so I adore him for that.
Anyway, I just needed somewhere to type this because I keep crying over this. I couldn't even say goodbye to him over the phone so I had to email him and apologize that I didn't say goodbye because I would be crying too much for him to understand it.
I just... I hate the fact that he won't be at the airport to greet us or be at home. Thankfully, I am looking forward to seeing my hamster again so I think that she'll distract me from this.
I'll stop now, because I'm tearing up again. Christ.
Anybody else out there have any experience with traveling parents? How do you guys deal with this? I'm horribly attached to my parents and paranoid about everything, so I worry about everybody in my family just about every waking minute of the day.
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